Here I am again, getting affected with the negative vibrations in my life. Sigh. Please bear with me as I want to pour my thoughts out in this friendly community. I have many online friends here who are willing to lend a crying shoulder everytime I wanna cry buckets of tears. Why is it that problems never end? As usual, I'm talking about my pathetic pocket and wallet. True, I have my own computer at home, my own internet connection, I'm paying for my rent, my food, all my needs and my baby's too. For others, it seems I can afford anything. But my computer isn't paid yet, my internet connection is in the verge of disconnection for no payment and I haven't paid my rent which was due last Saturday. (I have to work at home for my baby, thus the PC and the internet connection) I still owe the company about 1,000 USD because I borrowed money for my Cesarean operation and for my baby's medications. I'm in the dumps and 2009 has just started. I'm sure this will be a very long year as days seem to go slowly when one is in misery... I have been trying hard to save. But who can save with my meager earning? Food is expensive, vitamins, postnatal (then, prenatal) check-ups are expensive, visits to my baby's pediatrician is expensive, my baby's needs are expensive. Sigh! I have been praying hard too. I know I'm still lucky compared to others, but this is my problem, not others', I don't want comparison, we are given our own loads to bear, my problem might be harder for others but might be easier for some. I really have nothing to ask you my friends, I know the answer already to every question in my mind. I'm just a little depress today, that's all.
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